Day 17.
Day 17 needed some time, space and sleep to sink in. Remembered starting my blog back in April and the emotions that very day.
"And then, I did something I have wanted to do since a long time; I ran towards the gate and out of it, without as much as a glance", were my words to quote. From there till my day 17, this is what changed.
So, what happened on day 17. What I had willingly run away from 10 months back, exactly 10 months back (not to miss); I, on my own accord walked towards it all. There was that day of happiness at levels unexplained, and then there was day 17, a 100 days of happiness episode. Emotions so similar, too, can be so varied, so wide apart from each other.
Satisfaction. Peace. Joy. Memories. Happiness. Togetherness. Reconciliations.
So. that's what I did my day 17. I stepped out.
Out of my shell, out of the hiding, out of the cocoon, the walls I had so carefully built, to take the trust fall to be only held. I didn't fall. I stepped out without an armor. And as the sun set, a new me is what I found to rise above it all.
"Bottom line is, even if you see them coming, you're not ready for the big moments. Noone asks for their life to change, not really. But it does. So, what are we, helpless? Puppets? No. The big moments are gonna come. You can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts.
That's when you find out who you are."
-Joss Whedon.
Day 17 needed some time, space and sleep to sink in. Remembered starting my blog back in April and the emotions that very day.
"And then, I did something I have wanted to do since a long time; I ran towards the gate and out of it, without as much as a glance", were my words to quote. From there till my day 17, this is what changed.
So, what happened on day 17. What I had willingly run away from 10 months back, exactly 10 months back (not to miss); I, on my own accord walked towards it all. There was that day of happiness at levels unexplained, and then there was day 17, a 100 days of happiness episode. Emotions so similar, too, can be so varied, so wide apart from each other.
Satisfaction. Peace. Joy. Memories. Happiness. Togetherness. Reconciliations.
So. that's what I did my day 17. I stepped out.
Out of my shell, out of the hiding, out of the cocoon, the walls I had so carefully built, to take the trust fall to be only held. I didn't fall. I stepped out without an armor. And as the sun set, a new me is what I found to rise above it all.
"Bottom line is, even if you see them coming, you're not ready for the big moments. Noone asks for their life to change, not really. But it does. So, what are we, helpless? Puppets? No. The big moments are gonna come. You can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts.
That's when you find out who you are."
-Joss Whedon.
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| shamiyana. |
And then they drove into the sunset...as victors...as best friends...:)
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